The Purelands

By Julius

(He do the Prophet in different voices)

Part I: Dunes

Stay your feet
Said Allah unto the Angels,
They will now reckon
With the magic they keep
Whispers from the sky
Again heard the echoes
CKTHLV and laughter
in haunted stardust
The waves rolling in higher
Spirit storms sent unto the seas
as Etz Hayyim 的 Eldritch Wonma
Twirls the world tree to abandon
All along his craw chela claws
And we named the entropy
as if we had forgotten pain
Eats at his own gut, beggar fox,
Turns and cries out: Χάος reigns
When they return they will not have names
Heat death, Goya’s last
Behemoth, Baphomet
The Witches Sabbath,
and every year’s Yom Kippur
They are no different
Saturn and Chronos
Both devour their young
as Heavy Rain, no shelter
Paranoia in the downpour
Earth Mother is now waking
Even as her eyes stay closed
They saw her as they peaked
Watched from behind, her taking form
Saw her flowing, as the deep stone flows
A glistening fountain, and she is so cruel
All the soil, all the silhouettes, and all the wind
Turns to face and without eyes stares
“We are Gaia, witness and despair”
Babylon is now singing
of Lust and Lileth’s love,
— and all Hyacinthine Lions
She rides destiny ringing
Turns the near heavens
Till all stars align
Oh, tremors of the Shai Khulud
Over those gliding dunes, and
Old spirits the mad man saw
Out on the sweeping sands
of still, cold, Arabian nights -
Only harbingers - locusts
Sahara awaits

Part II: Approach of the Second Sun

ἰδοὺ ἕστηκα ἐπὶ τὴν θύραν καὶ κρούω· ἐάν τιςἀκούσῃ τῆς φωνῆς μου καὶ ἀνοίξῃ τὴν θύραν, εἰσελεύσομαι πρὸς αὐτὸν καὶ δειπνήσω μετ' αὐτοῦκαὶ αὐτὸς μετ' ἐμοῦ
Slouching toward Jerusalem
In all stillness and silence
The High Angel is come
Valkyrie singing ultraviolet
A song of beauty and violence
Omega written as if by a sunbeam,
Read by sounds of wind in the leaves
Listening,
the gust carries on - the nymphs are departed
They will not return, the wind is leaving
So are the trees
The white sheet of a woman who is not my enemy,
who is no longer - who never was - my enemy
Carefully pulled down from the laundry line
Smoothed, folded, and wrapped close
“Is it tomorrow or just the end of time?”
She boards the bus and checks her phone
Haaretz: ‘Less than 5% drop rate for Iron Dome’
Flashing, her heart grieves, unable to stem
Memories flowing from when she studied in Tehran
Memories of Isaiah: ‘if you do not believe, you will not be free’
Memories - her sister who, until the next life, she will never see
“All is lost” she repeats, “tired, sad, alone”
— A mantra she made for her soul’s defeat
Yet, quietly and unsure why,
begins a prayer for the naive jet pilot
Who cries “My people live! Am Yisrael Chai!”
Unreal City
Over a game of chess, on a Bauhaus terrace
We gazed out over Dizengoff Square, so few
I had not thought Aliyah had homecome so few
Sighing, I played my opening to the board
Then - remembered his stillness,
that silence, and our planted dead
‘They say Nirvana means ‘blow out’, like a candle’
We talked about Bodhi and played for an hour
‘once I heard he told a sermon about fire’
‘Heard there is a way out of Samsara’
- no matter his next move,
my knight can fork both queens -
‘the flame is desire, the way out is,
I remember, is to blow out the flame’
Then we heard what the thunder said;
DA
‘I can remember the thunder was all we could hear over the wind’
Damyata
‘We never could keep the water out, all control just pretend’
Datta
‘And don’t play like we ever have given, give our surrender as he did say’
Dayadhvam
‘And now don’t give me those eyes, please don’t try that awful sympathy’
- Another draw -
‘When the times comes, when that levee breaks, you’ll lay next to me’
It is the Angels you hear, they sing: “Death by Water; a Burial at Sea”
I was reminded by my brother,
The lamb will come for resurrection
To Join us and pray justify us,
To pray for the Living God’s mercy
To pray forgive us,
For we know not what we do
Theodore said ‘thank the Lord’
I said ‘and praise anew’
The Son of Man delivers
Revelations of apocalypse
Wearing a Crown of Stars,
The Crown of Thorns worn
As he’s pinned
Once sent to Bethlehem
And now sent again
In Jerusalem, and I mean within the ancient walls,
a woman soldier shouts, turns, and joins
those hooded hordes swarming, who are
racing upward to the summit of the spire,
who, like her, refuse to die
Because I could not stop for Death
New day at the top of the towers, swaying
Silently through the old arches, clanging
Acute reverberations of light, unveiling
steadily into deep humming rings
And again the Hyacinthine bells toll,
Toll to Abandon
Lions at the inner gates
Our fate, it’s ringing
Roaring
Alive
All flags look the same in the blinding light
For Thine is
So near the hour is
They all remember
He once said
“Hear Oh Israel:
The Lord is your God,
The Lord is One”
Love the Lord,
Love thy neighbor
In Aletheia he has spoken
That He is one and
Not there is another beside He
Twelve tribes gather on Zion
And beg they may pay homage,
Sing Gloria, to the Kyrios of the Sabbath
Speak Power unto Shomer Shavvos
and cry in the Kingdom of Heaven
For Ever and Ever
Amen
Freya takes vanguard for a final cavalry
Four horses riding out on the sky
A final sacrifice taken on a hill at Calvary
They’ll find the tomb empty, visions, rapture
Entropy of entire realities beginning to bend
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures
My eyes awed at glimpses of the end
He leadeth me beside the still waters
So bright, so clear, mind empty of thoughts
I witness as YHWH dies on the cross
Messiah at the open door

Part III: Katrina

गते गते पारगते पारसंगते बोधि स्वाहा
Rain
Rain
Still rain
Still more rain
Won’t hold
It’ll go
Winds so
Winds so high
“Eah, I saw the levee go”
Turning winds, the levee goes
More rain
High winds so High
The wind, it’s so -
I watched the levee
It don’t, it won’t hold
The rain still
Sheets, the dark sky
Turning, and turning
The levee goes,
I remember
“It’ll hold”
If it keeps on raining
The levee’s gonna go
Thirty four I turned, born
Not even two score ago
Winds, all winds, and all
So high, the wind so high
Turning on the dark sky
“See? It’s turning” this is
The end, the levee will go
Rain in sheets from high
Years turning on the sky
Wind wind winds winds
So high
Winds, it’ll all go
Rain water and wind
Coming through our home
Still it’s turning, turning
The winds and rain
No that levee won’t hold
No that levee don’t hold
See my years, they -
Our home, it’ll go
Go by
Oh rain, still raining
Oh dark sky, it’s turning
That levee, it’ll go, it won’t hold
Sheets, dark sky, winds
Winds “I watched the wind”
“So high” the wind so -
Turning in they eyes - “It’ll go”
Dark on the sky
“It’ll all go”

Part IV: At the Waterfall

Audhu billah min alshaytan irajeem
Bismillah arrahmani arrahim
Walfajri
Walayalin ashrin
Walshafi walwatri
Waallayli idha yasri
Hal fi dhalika qasamun lidhi hijrin
Dukkha: Yato Dharmastato Jaya
But true love is a durable fire,
In the mind ever burning,
Never sick, never old, never dead,
From itself never turning
And it’s true, I fell in love with Lileth
A love I couldn’t know how to let go
So when Eve came I yielded to want
For only a second I asked my heart
To send her on her way,
Rejoice in her journey
Out into the trees
It answered my plea with Pain
And moved nothing -
My heart no further from her
Then, I turned and tried to gather
I grasped back for a second in Eden
To have them together
Maybe I hoped to build her a house
to call her Eve’s sister
But she was wild
Is wild, as the storm
And I was confused
Saw myself in a young girl,
She made clear; she is the Creator
And now I call her words scripture
Without any reservation
LOVE HAS TO SPRING SPONTANEOUSLY FROM WITHIN: AND
IT IS IN NO WAY AMENABLE TO ANY FORM OF INNER OR OUTER
FORCE, LOVE AND COERCION CAN NEVER GO TOGETHER;
BUT THOUGH LOVE CANNOT BE FORCED ON ANYONE, IT
CAN BE AWAKENED IN HIM THROUGH LOVE ITSELF, LOVE
IS ESSENTIALLY SELF-COMMUNICATIVE, THOSE
WHO DO NOT HAVE IT CATCH IT FROM THOSE
WHO HAVE IT, TRUE LOVE IS UNCONQUER
ABLE AND IRRESISTABLE: AND IT
GOES ON GATHERING POWER
AND SPREADING ITSELF,
UNTIL EVENTUALLY
IT TRANSFORMS
EVERYONE
WHOM IT
TOUCHES
It was there from the start
As I was made in clay
Fire in my heart, in me was made
A flame - not a candle -
Sparks in a lion’s mane,
A Dragon’s breath beneath the eternal
For the wind to blow
Lileth’s Love away
- to let go -
For this, I have no desire
I realize it is she that approaches,
Bear witness to a Second Solar Fire,
And Abandon those delusions of Nirvana
“I said I saw you in the water
and the light of the Sun”
Wandering samsara forever
So much psychic laughter
Staring long into the abyss
and the abyss stares into me
Let it become the depths of my gaze
and eyes witness eternal endless seas
OH YOU HAVE SO LITTLE FAITH
When Kali came I knew she was Eve
My mom tells me it would be good to get my sleep
Straightened out - I don’t reject her wisdom, only
Once you get yourself out under the stars,
How could you ever want to come back in?
Is that my fate you have written?
Is that Freya, and Mary, up there, in the constellations?
Orgy churning, can you hear the loathsome din?
The priests chanting, calling for the end -
Out in the darkness - “Iä! Iä! CKTHLV fhtagn”
“Ph'nglui mglw'nafh CKTHLV R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn”
Even as he sleeps, my watchers spy on his mind
And to all the coming horde speaking in dreamtongues
Enochian, R’lyehian, Aklo, Tsath-yo, or Heirdegal
Be ware, I open the maw, I will swallow all I do not believe
Timeless cliffs above the sun
Just beyond the Hutchinson horizon
wind whipping through grain fields
on Kansas foothills so clear -
the sea
Audhu billah min alshaytan irajeem
Bismillah arrahmani arrahim
inna rabbakumu Allahu alladhi khalaqa alsamawati walarda fi sittati ayyamin thumma istawa ala alarshi yudabbiru alamra ma min shafiin illa min badi idhnihi dhalikumu Allahu rabbukum faubuduhu afala tadhakkaruna
ilayhi marjiukum jamian wada Allahi haqqan innahu yabdau alkhalqa thumma yuiduhu liyajziya alladhina amanu waamilu alsalihati bilqisti waalladhina kafaru lahum sharabun min hamimin waadhabun alimun bima kanu yakfuruna
Huwa alladhi jaala alshamsa diyaan walqamara nuran waqaddarahu manazila litalamu adada alsinina walhisaba ma khalaqa Allahu dhalika illa bilhaqi yufassilu alayati liqawmin yalamuna
Samudaya: Gate Gate ParaGate ParasamGate Bodhi Svaha
Rose - forever
Our own Sabbath
Made for golden skylines,
For Easter memories – for runs
For Western voices and cruel songs
Good Lord! For how many suns!
So for my heart a Valentine
انا احبك يا آدي
فى الليل انا شهدا السموات معك
ابتسامتك تضيئ كالشمس
And for my home a holy song
ᛖᚲ ᚨᛚᚢ ᚺᚨᛁᛚᚨᚱ
Waste Land, and English poetry
Set a thousand years backwards
Shantih shantih shantih in April
Wherefore such madness?
What higher ground?
Even the peaks are all too shallow,
All revealed as flatness before the storm’s vertigo
Is our world all so different from the low parts of the delta?
Tallest towers
Jerusalem Athens Alexandria
Vienna London
-
Moscow Paris
Cairo Sparta Tel Aviv-Yafo
Ideal City
Sahara awaits
Oh how she screams
Kindness is violence
Angel, High Angel, Holy Angel
The Valkyrie so near
Near angels, all spinning
Ringing out silent singing
And the bells, all the bells
Then that low horn
Audentis Fortuna iuvat
Fortis Fortuna Adiuvat
- Amor Fati -
‘O κύβος ἀνερρίφθω
iacta alea est
To Rome then I came
Burning
Audhu billah min alshaytan irajeem
Bismillah arrahmani arrahim
Wal Asri
Inna alinsana lafi khusrin
Illa alladhina amanu waamilu alsalihati watawasaw bilhaqi watawasaw bilsabri
Ganges is swelling
My home rides the current
In the living room, ticking
Sun setting on the Horizon
Clock ticking, clock ticking
That strange stillness that
Lasts forever but isn’t there,
And with an infinite nostalgia
The pendulum sways, swings
Stills, Swaying old clock, tall and
insane
Told my mom
‘I am very excited for when
I get to be old and crazy’
HURRY UP PLEASE ITS TIME
All the laughter I could never explain
All the lives I saw myself living with her
all my fear, every handful of dust
The all of my surrender - unreal, ideal and in love
At last
Let those waters
Bury Phlebas - those pearl eyes - let them close
Let time and fate
Bless Sibyl her wish, that Satyricon epigraph
And let the Phoenician’s epitaph be written
by a current undersea
Read out, in good health, by Madame Sosostris:
Quod tu es, ego fui, Quod ego sum, tu eris
Weialala leia
Wallala leialala
Innallaha ala kulli shayin qadir
Before the gates, standing
Built already within, yet still they lead to,
the interior,
the sanctuary,
the refuge
Sakal Turk keeper already told
The fly and farmer they cannot enter
But they do not sit
And they do not stoop
HURRY UP PLEASE ITS TIME
Both country and law
Decide that it would be remiss to wait
Until they get permission to go inside
All through our Universe - tents with a warm glow
The Brightness of the Sun - all along Himmaleh
Her Hyacinthine Lions raise up Flags of Snow
Nirodha: Om Mani Padme Hum
Audhu billah min alshaytan irajeem
Bismillah arrahmani arrahim
Wa idha laqu alladhina amanu qalu amanna wa idha khalaw ila shaytinihim qalu inna ma’akum innama nahnu mus’tahziuna
Allahu yastaziu bihim wayamudduhum fi tugh’yanihim ya’mahuna
Ulaika alladhina ishtarawu aldalalata bil huda fama rabihat tijaratuhum wama kanu muhtadina
Mathaluhum kamathali alladhi istawqada naran falamma adaat ma hawlahu dhahaba allahu binurihim watarakahum fi zulumatin la yubsiruna
Summun bukmun umyun fahum la yarjiuna
Aw kasayyabin mina alsamai fihi zulumatun waradun wabarqun yajaluna asabiahum fi adhanihim mina alsawaiqi hadhara almawti wallahu muhitun bilkafirina
Yakadu albarqu yakhtafu absarahum kullama adaa lahum mashaw fihi waidha azlama alayhim qamu walaw shaa allahu ladhahaba bisamihim waabsarihim inna allaha ala kulli shayin qadirun
Yaayyuha alnasu ubudu rabbakumu alladhi khalaqakum waalladhina min qablikum laallakum tattaquna
Standing before the waterfall
Right in the spray
Sheer face mountains
of falling water
stretching
To the horizon
On the outcrop rock
Standing
Before the roar of ever crashing cascades
So bright, the mist gleaming and raise
I spoke as I said to her all these lines
Only stammer out tell of the waterfall
“I’m always going back”
Marga: SarvaDharma SamaBhava
The waterfall out on the end
On the low East, the moon, always
Setting and shining dim
The sun high, bright and rising on the West sky
They are still
Water keeps falling
Just off this small rock,
shallows that keep going
Off to the distant fading haze
The air clear, and that brilliant mist
infinite
Water falling
Water falling
Water falling
Water falling
Cast Away
To Sea
Audhu billah min alshaytan irajeem
Bismillah arrahmani arrahim
Kayfa takfuruna billahi wakuntum amwatan faahyakum thumma yumitukum thumma yuhyikhum thumma ilayhi turjauna
We are in the water, a waiting room
A City of Love
(Do you see him out there, standing on the water?)
Waiting for our names to be called,
Our hearts unwalled
Water, already begun to fall

Part V: Blood Tastes Like Iron

Audhu billah min alshaytan irajeem
Bismillah arrahmani arrahim
Wa ud’khuli Jannati
Loose arms sway gently,
All the skulls gleam
And her eyes
Watching God
Heart all full
Once with Eyes so soft
Now they are blinding
So Bright, so wide
Shining, now they Terror
and love and kindness
A dish to catch the blood
A head and neck from which it drains
A sword still dripping fresh from flay
And the hand that beckons
Beware, кровь breeders
Who rebirth in the bloodfall
demons bleeding hydra, those
Who would march on Mecca
- Before the End Valence
All Virulence is made meal
She thirsts unto every drop
Drinks down devils all,
Swallows all she does not believe
I can hear the echos of her arrival
trembles of an imposter Lord of the Yuga
whom she permits to share her name,
The hour come; she usurps with ease
Revolution and the Last age in her wake
In the gentle bloodshed of her embrace
and, like a Messiah, on the breeze
Oh time, she is Kali
All blue but those red palms
And crimson tongue,
Could it just be
The blood?